Monday, September 30, 2013

Self Spirit

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone.

Somehow, I realised something in life.

Yes, you do have your supportive parents with you but at some points, you just couldnt tell them what actually you're facing with because you don't want to make them worry of you.

Yes, you do have your siblings with you but at some points, you just can't tell your problem with them because you know they won't be able to understand the whole and end up you as an older sister that have to think about their problems and kerenah. Anyway, I'm a kaklong of 4 active power rangers. (Read: adik-adik)

Yes, you do have your best friends with you but at some points, you just couldn't share your problems with them because you know they're having another big problems of their own too and you just don't want to burden them with your problems. Or maybe you are just someone who don't know how to share your problem with your best friends, like me.

Yes, you do have a special person with you but at some points, you just don't want to disturb that special person with your problems because you know how busy that person is and you don't want to make that tiny little hours that person have to spend with you is filled up with your stupid problems.

So, I realised that in the end you just have yourself to be with you and to support for your own self. Whenever you think that you're alone, you're actually have the greatest of all with you. Allah. Just pray, keep calm and stay strong.

Well, someone might looks so hyperactive and so happy go lucky but you don't know what's inside. She is smiling likes she always does but she's actually hiding the pain, alone.

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Random

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone :)

It had been 2 weeks since the 5th semester started. Well, I'm officially a 3rd year student now. Big yeayy!

Next week will gonna be my first posting to hospital for a month. Kinda worry and afraid now. I don't know how everything will works in the reality of  this field that I'm taking. So, i wish my coursemates and I will do our very best. Fighting!

I am expecting a very tired and hectic days. I pray to Allah for everything to go smoothly. I mean my body system, my days , my emotions, my relationship, everything! I hope it goes as normal as it is. Amin.

Somehow i think this song really reflect my current feeling for tonight. I don't know why but it really does.

Wait for me by Theory of deadman
So here is a part from the lyric of the song.

"No one else knows the feeling inside
We hang up the phone
Without saying goodnight
'Cause it's the sound of your voice
That brings me home
It's never been easy to say
But it's easier when
I've gone away
Knowing that you... Wait for me
Ever so patiently"